{"id":36332,"title":"King of Klowns","dimensions":"59 min","date_begin":"2024-01-01","material":"","art_status_id":13,"legal_status_id":84,"category_id":21,"platform_id":1,"deleted":false,"asset_count":0,"stream_count":0,"collection":"","cached_tag_list":"","publishing_process_id":1,"annotation":"","date_end":null,"reference":"","stream_count_app":6,"permalink":"king-of-klowns","description_ca":"","short_description_ca":"","description_it":"","short_description_it":"","cached_primary_asset_url":null,"cached_actor_names":"Nástio Mosquito","hide_from_json":false,"prev_platform_id":null,"description_uk":"","short_description_uk":"","description_tr":null,"short_description_tr":null,"mhka_works":false,"category":{"en":"Video","nl":"Video","fr":"Video"},"poster_image":null,"poster_credits":null,"translations":[{"locale":"en","short_description":"","description":"\u003cp style=\"text-align:center;\"\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eTRANSCRIPT:\u0026nbsp;\u003c/strong\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eKing of Klowns\u0026nbsp;\u003c/strong\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003e[Whispering]\u003c/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003eI don’t wanna do it.\u003cbr\u003eDon’t make me do it.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI know I’ve got to do it.\u003cbr\u003eBut don’t make me do it.\u003cbr\u003eI don’t wanna do it.\u003cbr\u003eI don’t wanna do it.\u003cbr\u003eI don’t wanna do it.\u003cbr\u003ePlease don’t make me do it.\u003cbr\u003eDon’t make me do it.\u003cbr\u003eI know that it’s the right thing …\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDo not think that I came to bring peace on the earth.\u003cbr\u003eI did not come to bring peace, but a sword.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThey The Them Are We.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou know, I’m honestly just trying to have fun, you know? And off course I’m also definitely trying to suck at least dick as possible. And at the same time, I want to express to people that I have a big dick. I want my opinion to be as far away from my work. You know, I said …\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFuck Europe. Fuck America. You know what? Fuck Africa. Do you?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt’s not like ‘big big’ but it’s important for me, like, as an artist, off course, to express that even though my dick is not small, my intellect is bigger, you know?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNástio Mosquito is dead.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWhy, why, why are they important?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI bought Europe.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eIt’s thicker, it’s wider, you know what I mean?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI bought even your hate of the dark skin take-over of the color pink.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere’s way to much opinions out there, way too much people talking too much shit. Fuck cancer, man!\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDon’t be cool, be relevant. Yeap!\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThere are too many good people dying out there. People …\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe world is about consequence.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI am on a war. I am on a war against this fat that is not allowing, you know what I mean?\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis is our frozen war.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI said: “Fuck cancer, man!” There is like depression kind of fat, there’s like self-loathing kind of fat. The ego fat, is like consuming you. There is ‘fat fat’- like, stop eating those kind of cookies all the time. There’s family kind of fat. There’s bad friends kind of fat. I’m coming after that, cause we’ve got power. Children, off course, the children. And refugees. And there’s this fat on the brain of some people. We can do better. You’ve got power. Lose your fat.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis pain is real. This pain is \u003ci\u003e[indistinctive]\u003c/i\u003e bottle of wine, man\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDo you know if there’s a direct relation between giving head and bad breath?\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWho you are. How you are. I’m sorry, Father, but I’m too big to be on your back. I’m too big to fit on you back. And I’m naked…\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSympathy. Comfort. Confidence.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFuck concepts. I would like to see a bit more of life.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDo you want to hear about hope? Hope of the spirit, of the knowledge that you are after all small. Hope. Do you want the end and its silly contrast of beginning? Down to earth. Make sense. If we speak of hope, do we not speak of human leadership as a permanent contract with God? If we speak of hope, do we not speak of not giving a fuck about intellectual property? The recognition of oneself in a rock? Hope. Like that. Blind. Food on a table. Life in a household. To leave it better than you found it. Be interesting. Be adored. Be revered. What else do you want to talk about? Hope, perhaps?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eGet your ass up. Leave and search, just search, just search. We are going to die. You are going to die. Do you realize this while you are faking an orgasm? Just think that you are going to die while you delay your divorce. I’m not saying that I want you to get a divorce but for fuck’s sake: If you’re not willing to love deeply, truthfully, just remember: you are going to die. This is no experiment, dude. This is no experiment, lady. We are going to die. Life, man. Your life, lady. Die happy. Die fulfilled. Die with a sense of joy. Die celebrating. Wanna die with me?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou spend years wanting to make it. You spend years dreaming and fearing that your dreams are somehow an illusion. You end up chaining yourself either to your talent or to the lack of talent. Your parents' history, their fears or the consequences of their courage. My name is SEFA and I just got a divorce from my parents. You heard me right: I just got a divorce from my parents. We'll deal with the kids – our legacy – at some point in the future. No one told me that the old would fight so hard and so unfair, using all they gave us in the past, blackmailing us into sentimental, tangible, half-truths. What I'm looking for is a land. Where I come from is a land. What you might instinctively want to identify in me, is a land. Territory. To belong. What belongs to me is spirit. I bring to you my spirit. I bring to you my equal equivalent, our ever-present twin. As I walk, it becomes clear that it is not possible without conflict. It is not possible without one of us being called ruthless. We are gonna have to kill, one or the other possibility. My name is SEFA and I just got a divorce from my parents. I have decided to leave our kids with them. I have new legacy to build. With you. I see you on stage.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI'm going to sing, and sing, and sing. While I do it, without trying, you're going to dream. Just no illusions. Dream. I’ve got no bank account. \u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy life is blood that is neither mine nor yours.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eHis … a real lamb …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI lost my son in the thin thread of a cold of laughter.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eAnd the so called victim, the mother, says she is loved … badly …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eWho said you don’t feel pain for someone you have not met?\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eSurely no crowd celebrates in the hands of loneliness…\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eHere you go, take it.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI surrender all to you, wisdom of lived dreams …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eHere you go, take it.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI surrender all to you, wisdom of lived dreams …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGospel!\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGood news … now!\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI lost my human being …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIt was ours … for the world.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI lost my human being …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIt was ours … for the world.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGospel!\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGood news … now!\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003e[Footage assembly]\u003c/i\u003e\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eShe was white and I black. She told me: “Do not underestimate the power of blood.” I heard and did not forget, but it is low on my estimation. The blood, the past, the origin, the source. It is significant, but then there is time and authority. I've got no time to consider where you are from and how you lost your virginity. I've got no time to consider who your father, mother and dog is. I can easily find that along the way. Where is it that you want to go? What is it that from the inside out you want to make flow? How is it that you choose the path that assures you're going to grow? You can tell me all about it along the way. I want to run away from blood in and on a directionless world. I want to run away from blood on a knowledge plus-plus-push-fush rotten out-of-sight world. Mama says: “Make it!” Daddy says: \"Be my slave, boy. Stick it.\" Auntie says: \"I do not know you, bitch. Lick it.\" No more viable I. She just wanted to love. She loved me. She told me so. She showed she loved me with the devil within the fleshly eye. She smiled me back into bed. She wanted to get pregnant, eat fatty food and know I would be there. Without the I in me. All my I’s on the sheet of the bed to be. One cannot run away from blood. I'm bleeding out fully, truly and definitely. Changing the blood for light. Where is it that you want to go? Come! What is it that, from the inside out, you want to make flow? Come! How is it that you choose the path that assures you're going to grow? Just come! Tell me all about it along the way. Come!\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003e[Footage assembly]\u003c/i\u003e\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLet’s make a video, let’s make a video.\u003cbr\u003eLike, with me dancing!\u003cbr\u003eI was like: the idea is fantastic, true genius!\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eBecause I, as any and all Angolans, am all swing. I am all swag.\u003cbr\u003eBut I am smooth and you can’t really copy… You can’t catch all my swing!\u003cbr\u003eAnd please, the camera has got to be on me. Follow me.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eNo, on my feet … You got to stay on my feet!\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eForever Angola!\u003cbr\u003eA break, let’s take a break. I need a break, really, seriously …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eAngola!\u003cbr\u003eI’m … and for my fans, please continue with this attitude.\u003cbr\u003eI’m as Angolan as … Angola!\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003ci\u003e[Footage assembly]\u003c/i\u003e\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAmong the many conflicts in my motherland.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eFace to face with it all.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eMy flesh burns deep superficially…\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIt’s real crazy and cowardly.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI, colored by whiteness, see if something balances out, before …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGateways of truth are no more …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI resisted for so long.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGoing to the temple, whiplashes …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eMedication and meditation.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eEven so … I contemplate.\u003cbr\u003eTrips to the temple, ideas of surrendering, ideas of invading … her.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eMother, Father.\u003cbr\u003eBrothers, Sisters.\u003cbr\u003eSchool, tasks, soap opera, the black alley, roasts …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eAmbition, work, money, search.\u003cbr\u003eLove, friendship, openness.\u003cbr\u003eEvolution, construction, growth,\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003erecognition …\u003cbr\u003eIt’s from my soul that I bring you this being.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIt’s really from the struggle that is being Angolan.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThe heart of something is always what must be defended.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eWhere Europe’s dilemmas meet, and are perverted … Forget about Berlin.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eWhere the love to forget and to move on with it is, it’s here.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eHere, pure will to integrate with future vision from history to story, this could be home.\u003cbr\u003eFrom socialism to eye contact, this could be home.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eFrom legacy to milk cows, this could be home.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003ePeople enjoying Europe.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003ePeople enjoying Europe.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eEuropean joy.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMy wife, when sober, likes me …\u003cbr\u003eMy wife, when sober, is the best within me …\u003cbr\u003eBut the truth is that I’m bad.\u003cbr\u003eI brought her sobriety to a shameful end.\u003cbr\u003eIt’s not lip service,\u003cbr\u003eGotta let her go.\u003cbr\u003eThe time is now.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e– Here, right here, you’ve got money there. –\u003cbr\u003eI don’t have the strength …\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e– I think that they’ve got money here. –\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDrugs being smoked…\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eDrugs being tolerated …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eLife being singular …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eLife not measuring up.\u003cbr\u003e– You’ve got money there. Definitely, We’ve got money there. ––\u003cbr\u003eTo live? Only if in touch with dying!\u003cbr\u003e– You’ve got money there.\u003cbr\u003eDrink, fuck, forget.\u003cbr\u003eI didn’t suffer trauma, I didn’t sell souls …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI’m lost and I don’t want to find myself,\u003cbr\u003eso that if in the end they will only mistreat me … Worse, ignore.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHey, you called me. Zura here. Make sure you leave a message, fool. And yeah, mom, if that’s you, I’m not calling you a fool, okay? You know I love you. You’re my queen bitch, huh. Leave a message. Bye.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHello, Beta. How are you? How many times have I asked you to change this silly message you have? Ridiculous. Your friends and whoever calls you are thinking you call your mother ‘queen bitch’. I'm not your friend. I'm your mother. Anyway, how are you? Why are you not calling me back? I'm dying every day. You know now. My back is killing me. My knees are killing me. And your father is killing me also. I think your father tried to kill me the other day in his sleep. Imagine. The man is\u003ci\u003e totally losing it.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/i\u003eNow I don't even have peace when I sleep. How are your bones? You’re keeping warm in Europe? And with those civilized albinos, chimps? You know, you have my genes, right? Your bones are just going to start falling apart. The headaches, the bladder issues, your eyes. Did you check your eyes like I told you? You go check your eyes before you go blind and stop masturbating for a while. You're a grown man. In Jesus name. And what about your brother?\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eJesus loves me, of this I know.\u003cbr\u003eJesus loves me, for the bible tells me so.\u003cbr\u003eJesus loves me, of this I know.\u003cbr\u003eJesus loves me, for the bible tells me so.\u003cbr\u003eHe loves me with that blood, oh Lord.\u003cbr\u003eHe loves me with that blood, oh Lord.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe loves me with that blood, oh Lord.\u003cbr\u003eFor the bible tells me so.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWith that love, with that peace, with that love, oh Lord.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eWith that love, with that peace, with that love, oh Lord.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHe loves me with that blood, oh lord.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFor the bible tells me so.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eJesus loves me, For the bible tells me so.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eBy being empowered by the revelation of perspective, the possible consequence is the ability to look at the same objective, with a new, creative and committed point of view.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eThe fight is to have a hand on a correct evaluation of purpose and application of these same perspectives …\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eGet against the wall. Now. Against the wall. When life calls you in, drags you out, kicks in the stomach, there’s really no telling what it’s all about. It’s like tension. Intention plan out. Not failure of life. Make believe. There’s really no telling what it’s all about.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eToday, there's no gentleman reward. Today, there's no me for you outward. Today, there's a fuck you, gentle being. Today, there's die in peace, memory, without history. Let’s God be singular.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eNegro, you dark monkey black you negro.\u003cbr\u003eNegro, you blue eyed pinky blond you negro.\u003cbr\u003eWere you the one shouting “pink pussy bliss, white face we shall fix”?\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eDo not contemplate arms stretch, reach, take.\u003cbr\u003eGo on, get closer here. Pitch black pink bliss … reach deep.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eNegro was now I purple with or without the fuzz.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eNegro not exclusive condition. Negro now you majority.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003ePoor, broke, insecure.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eYou know peace, brother, you.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eNegro, still, we distribution.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eWe're still getting killed.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eMe not chased, me erased.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eCongo less, Africa bless.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eThey the them are we – kind of mess.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eBlood bleed and he ain’t sweet.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eWhite don’t know the hook.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eSon don’t know the look.\u003cbr\u003eMe black ink, me brook.\u003cbr\u003eMe Brook.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI could have asked for your advice, but I did not. I could have asked for your help. Yet again, I did not. Can you just give me your fucking opinion, you cunt?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI did not ask for your help and I certainly did not ask for your opinion. May you please advise or fuck off? No really, just …\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI do respect your opinion. I do respect your advice. But at his moment shut the fuck up and please do your best so that I can do my best. Please, help.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYour dreams, your mind.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGuard them.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eProtect them.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003ePunch the bag. Punch the bad.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eMake a move, be the move, be willing to loose.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eEurasia bitch, bust a move!\u003cbr\u003eFeel small and hug them below the knees.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eMake the phone call, and then hang up and call again …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eFuck the sign, fuck procedure.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eBe singular instinct in your need to provoke a smile.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou caressed the scars and it’s all good.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eYou’re silent in a crowd.\u003cbr\u003eLook what they’ve done to you now.\u003cbr\u003eThere comes space out of this trust.\u003cbr\u003eYou wanna let it rest.\u003cbr\u003eAllow yourself to entertain.\u003cbr\u003eYou look in the mirror you see “Good God”, now.\u003cbr\u003eYou’re scared of what he found.\u003cbr\u003eLook what they did to you now.\u003cbr\u003eThere comes space to melt down.\u003cbr\u003eYou nurture unrest now.\u003cbr\u003eAllow yourself to entertain.\u003cbr\u003eThere comes hope all in white.\u003cbr\u003eLike a punk rock pope.\u003cbr\u003eDressed in a full unbreakable armour.\u003cbr\u003eA flood of angels present your harbor is now.\u003cbr\u003eA prisoner of hope.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLook at me.\u003cbr\u003eLook for me.\u003cbr\u003eFind me, don’t run.\u003cbr\u003eBe.\u003cbr\u003eI don’t want to share my money with you, just time …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eLet me pay dinner.\u003cbr\u003eLook at me.\u003cbr\u003eI see you for us without you, be free …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eBe free, don’t run …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eEasier to be a father than a husband.\u003cbr\u003eI do not know what hate is.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eDoes not really matter if you believe …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI like …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI can live.\u003cbr\u003eLearn with your farts, vomit and morning laziness.\u003cbr\u003eI just cannot deal with your stupidity.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eBe free, don’t run …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI stupid too.\u003cbr\u003eLook at me, look for me and reach.\u003cbr\u003eTo be right only feels good for a few minutes …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eOK, maybe 24h and then you have to be right.\u003cbr\u003eThere’s no right without a fight …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eYour fragility puzzles me.\u003cbr\u003eHow did I choose fragile for company?\u003cbr\u003eI did not and we know it …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eStep in and be free, don’t run.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI stupid too.\u003cbr\u003eLook at me.\u003cbr\u003eReach into me.\u003cbr\u003eCall my name, ask who am I.\u003cbr\u003eYou are afraid my ego is gonna drown me and drag you along …\u003cbr\u003eMy ego is balloon like and you may catch a ride.\u003cbr\u003eYou want to be invited to be able to say “maybe” …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eFoolish.\u003cbr\u003eI thought you had seen me …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eGet the fuck out of my sight.\u003cbr\u003eBe free.\u003cbr\u003eSee if you catch me.\u003cbr\u003eSee if you catch me.\u003cbr\u003eI dare you to catch me.\u003cbr\u003eCatch me, reach …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI’m not speeding and got room for you.\u003cbr\u003eDouble barrel gun, double trigger gun, double post war fun …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eLook at me and tell me you do not want to kill me, for me?\u003cbr\u003eBe free.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eYou’ve been craving all your life, to love be, love denied\u003cbr\u003eAnd for your surprise buzz you have to fight.\u003cbr\u003eCrack almost crack you cries.\u003cbr\u003eIn love you embrace the tracks. .\u003cbr\u003eBut for those facts you \u003ci\u003elived the pumped ass.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/i\u003e\u003cbr\u003eYou fucked all that were on hand.\u003cbr\u003eWhen got aids and call it friend.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eAnd all your kids have a smile no bitter end.\u003cbr\u003eYou rise on a pile of shit.\u003cbr\u003eDeceive, believe there was a shift.\u003cbr\u003eLook at all them flies.\u003cbr\u003eDoes the stench not reveal the gift?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHilário. Come back home.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWHY does it feel so GOOD to feel BAD when your SKIN seems NOT to fit your BONES?\u003cbr\u003eWHY does it feel SO EMPTY without being right, as STOLEN SPACE is reclaimed?\u003cbr\u003eBAD seeking TO BE BAD – NO more …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eFuture bigger than TIME seems to KICK and PUSH towards INEVITABLE novella.\u003cbr\u003eRAIN eat RAIN – NO umbrella … ALL EVER DRY …\u003cbr\u003eI am a SAINT – LOOK at me bleed – LOOK at me beg.\u003cbr\u003eI am a SAINT – LOOK at me bleed – STRUGGLE.\u003cbr\u003ePAIN is my SAINT status – PAIN, PAIN, PAIN … - WHY, can’t I FAINT?\u003cbr\u003eLook at me – FOOL with a straight face – I AM A SAINT – Look at me – UNCERTAIN.\u003cbr\u003eLook at me – FOOL with a straight face – I AM A SAINT – Look at me – UNCERTAIN.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eLOOK at me – PRETENDING – not to have – MIRRORS.\u003cbr\u003ePAIN – is my SAINT status – PAIN, PAIN, PAIN … - WHY, can’t I FAINT?\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eLove is: be able to trust each other unconditionally.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eTrust.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eDifficult.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eFree.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eHard work.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eBeing together.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI often wonder who I would be without him because I simply, I can't know anymore.\u003cbr\u003eShe energize me when she comes towards me and dances.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eShe learned me to trust again.\u003cbr\u003eIt is an investment but an investment that is naturally.\u003cbr\u003eFor me it’s always about the intention behind the words, behind the actions.\u003cbr\u003eIt's amazing to have a partner with whom you can have a project together.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIt's just like growing old together.\u003cbr\u003eYou feed each other, from the heart and from the mind.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eYeah, it's really interesting to have that feeling, to kind of just be there, no bullshit, no anything. Just be honest, be you, do your best to understand people’s value.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003ePeople change and you have to deal with changes, and, to adapt.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eWhich clearly has to do with the age difference, like me having just more life experience.\u003cbr\u003eA couple of times our relationship, was, like almost, ended it.\u003cbr\u003eAt a certain point you've built a wall as a couple and nobody can breach it anymore.\u003cbr\u003eUnable to place feelings that I had for another guy.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI think it doesn’t work for us, surprise.\u003cbr\u003eHaving twins very early on in our relationship.\u003cbr\u003eI really think this actually saved our relationship because we had no chance of getting stuck in the past and really had to go heading forward.\u003cbr\u003eCreate patterns of your own and you get into them all over again, all the time. And you want to discredit it, but it turns out to be something super difficult.\u003cbr\u003eThe older I get, the more problematic my relationship to my parents.\u003cbr\u003eTatiana dated many more people than I did because she's older and they were all men which made it very difficult for me to compete. I like I had to work up to something that I had to prove myself, that I had to compete with what was before me.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eSo we work together, we live together, we … and everything.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eLike finding a space, finding ‘where is my space?’, where is, you know, his space.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eAnd I think the whole business is really to look forward and do the right things.\u003cbr\u003eAt the core, I don’t trust people.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI felt like she didn't really feel that relationships were for her.\u003cbr\u003eWhen you stop talking to each other, when you stop telling what’s going on in yourself, when you think of yourself that you are a stranger.\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eSo I think people have to dare to jump or dare to take a risk with someone and to stick with it. Meeting the perfect person that …\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eI've never been so excited in my life since I made that decision and I've never ever, even if Mike describes that it was so difficult in the beginning, there's no regrets.\u003cbr\u003eThat you don't try to change the other one.\u003cbr\u003eDo you have to give a piece of yourself away.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eOne of the expressions that Tina has, which grew on me, was that love is the biggest challenge.\u003cbr\u003eYou're not a finished person, and neither is the other one.\u003cbr\u003eBut above all, to have fun together. Voilà. And dance a lot.\u0026nbsp;\u003c/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAuthority.\u003cbr\u003eWhose authority?\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003ePower.\u003cbr\u003eWhose power?\u003cbr\u003eYou speak of power like you know what it is.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eYou speak about power like you know what it is.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eYou speak to power like you've witnessed what it is.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eBrother, please. Brother, freeze. Brother, breathe.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIf I speak, what makes you think I’m right?\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIf I speak, what makes you think I fight?\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIf I know, what makes you think I do?\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eIf I know, who told you that the dude does not include you?\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eThere is a dance between faith and belief.\u003cbr\u003eOh brother, dance. Master, dance. Brother, dance.\u003cbr\u003eSay, Mandela, not me.\u0026nbsp;\u003cbr\u003eHouse arrest-freed lady?\u003cbr\u003eHard enough to be a husband without lust in me, me, me.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eGay want me? Farmer want me? Constitution want me? 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